April 2012
16 posts
First Chapter
Monday. The truth has been revealed. I’m not that surprised, as I keep living a life seeking answer by answer. You just answered one of mine. However, a little process is needed. But it’s all okay. I’m aware. Lesson’s being learned.
But after all I’m still a morning person. I’m still having to seek answers. You’re still processing, going through this all...
niniesrina:
When the rain Is blowing in your...
“This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line...”
– Taylor Swift - Enchanted
From Someone's Facebook Status Today
Anak: Ma kenapa kok keliatan murung gitu?
Mama: Mama galau nih.
Anak: Galau kenapa, Ma?
Mama: Orang tua mana ga galau, liat anaknya malming di rumah terus...
“I know you haven’t made your mind up yet. But I would never do you wrong....”
– Bob Dylan - Make You Feel My Love
Everyone's Phase
Thursday’s update. It has been slowly and unsure for couple weeks. I’m still trying to figure out few questions. I was left in curiosity, like asking, whether I’m still being myself or not. Either day or night I see no difference. No signal that there’s gonna be answers, literally from the source I’m expecting.
Expecting. I’ve been doing it too much, brain...
1 tag
Undecided
There is a feeling.
Of a situation,
of days that have been passed and never will ever be repeated,
of a reflection whose the owner feels worth-hiding,
of a life which never been this blessed,
of a guessing that is still being continued.
~
You are locked.
There is a question I really wanna flaunt on you,
so directly,
so explicitly!
Just to let me be informed.
Free me from being...
“Seringkali kita tidak dikecewakan oleh seseorang, melainkan oleh pengharapan...”
– 15.04.12
“Penerimaan diri adalah sesuatu yang dapat (dan sebaiknya) dilakukan. Seringkali...”
– Masih dalam perjalanan menuju Jakarta,
14 April 2012.
Menolak Memberi Sontekan = Coming Out
Siang tadi di Kancil (Kantin Cikologi ???), gue dan dua temen gue ngobrol tentang UTS Hukum Adat. Biasa sih, waktu dosen pengawasnya dapat panggilan telepon dan pergi ninggalin ruangan, langsung ada bisik-bisik nggak jelas minta jawaban dan ngasih jawaban. Biasanya dari kursi-kursi belakang.
Gue, “heran ya, gue nggak ngerti kenapa sih masih aja nyontek? Pointless nggak sih? Udah...
March 2012
25 posts
Ujian Agama
Agama adalah hal yang bersifat pribadi. Gue tau dalam ajaran agama tertentu ada hal-hal yang mengatur hubungan antarpribadi berlandaskan agama, sehingga pengertian ‘agama itu urusan pribadi’ jadi agak rancu. Tapi tetep aja dong mau beragama atau tidak, mau jago atau tidak, itu pilihan pribadi. Meskipun banyak yang memaksa, meskipun banyak yang mengancam, meskipun (katanya) nggak...
